Saturday, 11 October 2008 @5:59 pm
Today felt like Sunday and I am feeling so bored now. The whole family is out except for my brother, nephew and niece and I. I’m at home because I had to keep an eye on the house. The first few hours after I got up were busy because I had to do some chores. It was tiring. Usually my aunt would help to clean the cats’ mess but since they’re not home, I had to do the work. Then I helped to reheat the food so my nephew could eat. Last chore was to take out the laundry. After feeding and playing with Kiara, I went online.
I am so used to living with a lot of people in my house that sometimes, I just wanted my own privacy and peace. However, once I got it, I felt totally bored. Sometimes it felt nice though to get rid of the noise. I shall not complain because once in awhile, I am really appreciative of such opportunities to be alone in my own home. I know it sounded pathetic but trust me, I don’t really have my own personal space in my house.
Jamming was cancelled last night due to unforeseen circumstances. No worries darlings, there is always next time. Everything happens for a reason. We just have to constantly be patient. What’s important is that we know we all love each other, lol!
Met Kaye for dinner instead at Toa Payoh. With her around, I was able to be myself. I was taking out my boredom on her, literally. I was irritating her much by laughing and doing silly things on her. Don’t blame me, she was playing with my shawl. The thing is, I was totally quiet in school today because I was tired. I didn’t talk much. I think with Kaye around, she helped to refuel my energy. I just felt like my energy had been draining. By the end of the day, I was tired and I was looking like a zombie. I wasn’t the usual bubbly me any longer these days. I wonder if I am hanging out with some psychic vampire that’s constantly been sucking on my energy. Or maybe I should be a vampire myself and suck on people’s energy, instead of blood, since my problem nowadays is more on energy. Oh dear, oh dear.
Once again, I think I’m having a cold. My throat feels funny and I can feel the heat in my nose. Maybe I should get antibiotics. I had just recovered from having a cold like one month ago and now it came back. My next few days are not going to be good. Good luck to me and my friends, for they will have to put up with my sick behaviour.
Esna, the celebrity wannabe.
Kaye looks like an American robber.
and we did this in the bus.