I just came back from a family Hari Raya gathering for my father’s side. Despite my hatred of crowd, the whole thing wasn’t that bad. I heard this gathering consist of relatives from all seven generations. And because that there are so many people that you do not know who you are related to, I just met someone whom I did not know that we were related. The best part is, we were classmates from the previous semester. All I can say is, I am a true believer in the phrase “things happen for a reason”. Lots and lots of things happen and I can always decide on doing the alternatives but maybe God created me this way to be the person that I am. I cannot imagine if I had chosen the alternative choice, maybe things would have become awkward upon meeting her today. Now I should always believe in myself to do the right things. You will never know what comes next.
we're related, bitch!
Okay, that’s all about today. Now, the next thing I am going to say, had been in my mind since last week. It might also sound a little harsh but I just need to say what is in my chest. Thinking about this thing had made me cry myself to sleep last week. It also got me thinking about my future too. All I could hope for is that everything is going to be okay and my life will be all right.
So, I wonder, why must there always be the presence of an office bitch. If it’s not the slut that sleeps with the boss, it’s the motherfucker that wants to rule everyone. Why do these people have to make people’s life miserable? Aren’t we on the same page of wanting to earn money? Why do they have to be so selfish and not care about people’s feelings? Are they already living a sad life that they just need to put their anger to other people? Now I see why their car tires get flattened and the windows get smashed. They don’t fucking deserve any sympathy from me. They should die and go to hell. Screaming at people, hurling hurtful words and using rough methods is definitely not the way, bitches. Office politic sucks. It’s truly a sad thing they exist.
I understand now that one of the worst things in the world is to see your loved ones getting hurt. I may not see it happen but knowing it did happen really aches me. I could feel the blow in my heart thinking about it. One more week and she won’t be going back to work anymore. One of my dreams to fetch her after work will not be fulfilled. I thought this will not happen until I finish my poly studies or something but this is a sudden thing for me. I don’t really know how to react now. I know some things are going to change. I’ll definitely have to watch my spending. But if I believe and trust God, He will bring me to the right path and help me through my life. My future right now is a little bleak because I cannot picture myself yet. Insha’Allah, life will go on as normal and we will not have any major problems.
Angry part aside, a solemn side in. A relative just passed away today. She had been suffering for months now and today, God took her with Him to release her from the pain. Everybody knew this thing is coming, as she herself knew her time is coming. I knew this is coming too months ago, without a doubt, because I had that dream for the second time this year. My classmates from the first semester might remember the little conversation I had with them about the dream. And my MSN personal message at that time was, “had that dream again, whose dying next?”
Once again, it came true. As well as my question had been answered.
Okay, that’s all about today. Now, the next thing I am going to say, had been in my mind since last week. It might also sound a little harsh but I just need to say what is in my chest. Thinking about this thing had made me cry myself to sleep last week. It also got me thinking about my future too. All I could hope for is that everything is going to be okay and my life will be all right.
So, I wonder, why must there always be the presence of an office bitch. If it’s not the slut that sleeps with the boss, it’s the motherfucker that wants to rule everyone. Why do these people have to make people’s life miserable? Aren’t we on the same page of wanting to earn money? Why do they have to be so selfish and not care about people’s feelings? Are they already living a sad life that they just need to put their anger to other people? Now I see why their car tires get flattened and the windows get smashed. They don’t fucking deserve any sympathy from me. They should die and go to hell. Screaming at people, hurling hurtful words and using rough methods is definitely not the way, bitches. Office politic sucks. It’s truly a sad thing they exist.
I understand now that one of the worst things in the world is to see your loved ones getting hurt. I may not see it happen but knowing it did happen really aches me. I could feel the blow in my heart thinking about it. One more week and she won’t be going back to work anymore. One of my dreams to fetch her after work will not be fulfilled. I thought this will not happen until I finish my poly studies or something but this is a sudden thing for me. I don’t really know how to react now. I know some things are going to change. I’ll definitely have to watch my spending. But if I believe and trust God, He will bring me to the right path and help me through my life. My future right now is a little bleak because I cannot picture myself yet. Insha’Allah, life will go on as normal and we will not have any major problems.
Angry part aside, a solemn side in. A relative just passed away today. She had been suffering for months now and today, God took her with Him to release her from the pain. Everybody knew this thing is coming, as she herself knew her time is coming. I knew this is coming too months ago, without a doubt, because I had that dream for the second time this year. My classmates from the first semester might remember the little conversation I had with them about the dream. And my MSN personal message at that time was, “had that dream again, whose dying next?”
Once again, it came true. As well as my question had been answered.
