Thursday, 30 April 2009 @12:09 am
I’m saying goodbye to everything now before it’s too late.
1) Don’t expect me to be online late at night anytime soon.
2) I won’t be able to entertain your emails if you needed my reply as soon as possible.
3) I will miss the convenience of the Internet pretty soon.
As dramatic as can be, I’m tired of trying to not care. I feel like I’m using up a lot of my energy to just pretend like the little things don’t bother me. At the rate I’m going, I feel like I’m losing grip and losing touch on a lot of the things and people. And I didn’t mean to.
Everything that’s happening from home to school, I feel like the weight on my shoulders is gaining. I feel the strain on my body; physically and mentally. Maybe saying goodbye and the chance to be able to hide real soon would do a little trick. I just have to adjust to changes. Get everything settled in school, and went home feeling easy. The only headache I might be getting is from the noise at home but that is only minimal, compared to the work from school if I decide to finish them at home.
I don’t know when exactly the change will be implemented and how long exactly will it be. Things are not going to be easy for me. Everything that’s going to happen soon, may everything went well. Thanks for being there for me for all these times and keeping me company. I won’t be as active online as I am now real soon.