Tuesday, 12 January 2010 @11:53 pm
The sound of silence echoing in my ears sounds so much more beautiful sometimes, then the sound of tiny little screaming voices echoing in my ears. I don’t know how much longer I can stand this. I think I’m going crazy, sometimes even being stress over little things.
I will try to smile. I promise I will. Even if it hurts inside, or even if it’s hazy in my mind, I will try to be as bubbly as I used to be.
2010 is not going to be an easy year. I probably think it’s more of like a challenge for me. A challenge to see if I could survive. Even if I only slip through, but if I made it to the end, it’s good enough. 2010 is not going to be easy, and I trust myself on that.
Watch out, Tintin. You’re in and buckled up for a REAL ride. Though the buckles may not be as safe and secure, and the tracks are getting old and worn-out, fret not, because you will make it to the end safe and sound. Your hair may be messed up, you may puke and go dizzy, but you will still survive. Trust yourself that. Don’t forget to look left and right for the beautiful scenery when you’re moving slow, but the fast rides will go real fast, because you might not enjoy it, so it won’t be that bad. So when you reached the end, and you look back, the ride was worth it.
Until next time, lovelies.